Experiment: 1. to operate by test or trial 2. an act or operation undertaken in order to discover some unknown principle or effect
Awry: 1. in a turned or twisted position or direction; 2. off the correct or expected course
So, it seemed to me, that at some point, the experiment of this particular mandala went awry. I don't like this one -- at all. It did not take the expected course. But, I remembered, after all, - this is an experiment. The "What if" game. As in, "What if I add new shapes, beyond the circle? What if use only 2 colors?" In this case, it might bring a sense of pleasure to someone else, even if not myself. This experiment brought me back to what I'm beginning to expect as my "mandala -a-day reminder".
Again, the Mandala a Day project reminds me of the notion of having a curious mind as my days unfold. Instead of waking to plan my day, step by step (in a clear effort to feel that illusion of control) -- what if I ask myself, "hmm. I wonder what today will bring? I wonder if I'll meet anyone new? I wonder what surprises are in store for me today? I wonder whose day I can make easier or happier?"
This mandala will be my reminder to make each day an experiment in carrying my sense of curiosity first, and give my worries a vacation.
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